Thanks & Sorry

Today has been a day of gratitude for me. Of appreciation for how far Nathan has come along.

So I wanted to take today to appreciate all of you. Your prayers have made this possible. Your support. Your friendship. The love you send our way. The advice. The emails. All of it means so much. We appreciate you very much.

And on the same note I want to apologize. I have not been a very good friend lately. I have not been supportive or responsive. And I feel so sorry for that.

Many of you have emailed me asking questions, supporting us, giving us advice. I get facebook messages and emails and phone calls and text messages…and most of them go unreturned. And it’s eating away at me. I don’t like being this way.

But the truth is I am overwhelmed and barely holding it together. There is so much going on in our lives and it’s all I can do to get through it all. So when I have a small pocket of time at some point during the day I tend to use it to write on the blog. And in the meantime the emails pile up, my voice mail fills up, the text message inbox gets so filled it becomes another email inbox.

Please forgive me for being unresponsive. I am tired. And so busy. And have I mentioned tired?

But as tired as I am, I am grateful. And here. And when I get through this…when I get more than 2 uninterrupted hours of sleep…when I don’t feel like the days are a train wreck….I hope on that day I can catch up with all of you!!!