A mad dash

It was a lovely afternoon, warm with a gentle breeze. Isabelle, Gryffin and I were lapping it up at the local Tea House, sharing a proper English tea with one of Izzy’s playmates and his mother. Isabelle sipped her tea, sat quietly in her booster chair, and gently made a mess out of the scones and cucumber sandwiches that she was eating for snack.

Until she was done. Mrs. Hyde took over and wild child would not stay seated any more, so I let her play in the gardens around the tea house. Gryffin started fussing so I pulled out the breastfeeding shield and nursed him, chatted, and watched as Isablle played.

Without even a hint or a moment’s notice, she started running. And when I say running, I mean, RUNNING – she was booking it out of the tea house gardens and out into the busy street beyond. She ran with abandon, without looking back to see if I was following, without a care in the world.

Weighted down by an infant suckling on my boobs, I tried to run after her, but was giving poor Gryffin quite a fright. So I power walked after her but couldn’t gain; she was just too fast. With all my might I walked after her, freaking out more and more as she neared the street. Finally, I whispered an apology to Gryffin under my breath and RAN, catching her by the shirt to slow her down.

There was no sign of Isabelle at that point, it was Mrs. Hyde all the way, a kicking screaming punching banshee that I couldn’t pick up or both Gryffin and I would get hurt. I had nowhere to put Gryffin down, and couldn’t let go or she would take off on me again. So I held on tight and rode out the storm.

Oh the joys of parenting a wild teenage toddler while nursing an itsy bitsy baby 🙂

Bits

As I go through my days I always think, “Oh, that’ll be great to blog about!”. But then I don’t, and then I forget to write it down…and then, when I sit down to blog, I find myself with so little to say.

I guess the biggest change in my life is that I’m devoted to taking as excellent care of myself as I take of my kids. So every day I take time for myself to meditate, write in my journal, and exercise. I choose between swimming or yoga. By the time i do that, work, and take care of the kids, there isn’t much time left, so the blog suffers. But as I learn to take better care of myself I am letting go of expectations and learning to go with the flow, so this blog will reflect this new “flowyness”.

Here are a few bits about us:

– Nathan had an excellent therapy on Saturday at the Northridge Speech and Language Center. He is doing well with Gateway 20 and getting used to the new format.

– He was supposed to have his PERCS procedure this week, but I’ve decided to postpone it for January, when things settle down a bit more.

– Isabelle starts preschool next Monday when she turns 18 months (!!).

And that’s all I have to say for today!

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The view from here

It was time for a little escape, so here I am…escaped. I am 10 steps from the ocean, chilling to the roar of the waves, working on the iPad, enjoying the littles.

The view from the door of the trailer.
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The view from the couch of the trailer. 20111007-014939.jpg

The view from the bed as I nap with littlest. 20111007-015724.jpg

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