My voice mail has been full for the last few days. Filled to capacity. I’ve heard it about 55 times this week – did you know your voice mail is full?
Yes, I know my voice mail is full. It’s as full as my brain. It’s as tired as my body. We’re both maxed out.
I have to confess – I am tired. Tired of healers and healing and therapies and doctors and appointments and phone calls and emails and text messages and facebook messages and subliminal messages. I am tired of fighting for Nathan, fighting for myself, fighting for the right things.
My body is tired and my phone is tired and my computer is tired and my brain is tired and my heart is oh so tired.
So tired that I just don’t have the energy to listen to my voice mail. And to deal with everything that’s involved with my voice mail. All the people needing this and that and calls and paperwork and reports and etc etc.
Do you ever get this way? And if so, how do you deal with it? How do you de-stress and fill yourself back up?
I’m too tried to write any more. So even though it’s 8 pm – I am going to bed!
PS. Remember that I am dramatic! And I write dramatically! I am okay – just dramatizing the fact that life with a SN child and a baby business and a relationship is pretty intense!
